It's a growing process.

It's a growing process, that's what Gideon sumed up everything that I am going through at the current moment. I'm at a stage, where I am getting in touch with my inner self.

What's next after growing process?, I asked.

"God has a reason for this growing process.... possibly preparing you for something...."

Somehow the whole idea of me, landing in somewhere at the end of this, motivates me to strive on. I'm someone who needs a destination. That's why I find God.

Seriously, I can't club until I die right? HUR HUR....